I dreamt about him again today, Drummond this time. He wasn't an asshole (not completely) this time, so I was confused. The whole time in the dream I was actually quite happy and comfortable.
I'll post it here. It is very long, my apologies.
At first I was with many other people and we were visiting what seemed to be some other country we’d never been to before, or even another world. We were all being treated as valued guests, and it seemed there were only two other factions on the world we were going to. They both were mostly peaceful, and they were being peaceful with us.
We were basically humans and there was another race that was also, but they were stronger and more warrior-like, all with dark hair. There was some sort of blue race that was very logical and smart, but they were not around much, because their emotions were also quite neutral and it wasn’t their kind of party.
We were all in some kind of gym. I know some of us were separated, and not all of our human party was there. I don’t know how we got there or why we were there, but we were quite happy. We were all sitting on the bleachers and I was with people whom were considered royalty. I think the warrior like race thought that I was a princess, and as time went on I was.
They gave us gifts. I remember someone announcing that we (the royalty) and our closest friends and companions would all receive gifts as a sign of their gratitude or as a welcoming present, and so it began. Men were the only ones giving gifts, and most of them were food. There were some that were wrapped and that I didn’t have time to look at, because more and more and more were coming.
The most prominent gift was a sort of colorful taffy, very flavorful. I had a huge stacked plate of it when it was done, and it was sticking to my teeth when I tried it. I was having a lot of fun though and kept stacking each gift I was given back on top. I looked over and saw that I was getting the most attention and gifts for some reason, and I felt a little guilty.
The party was over eventually and I had a GIANT gift bag that I’d put everything in. I gave candy to everyone I could see that didn’t get any, since there were many humans with us in the gym (which was like my school gym except the bleachers were on the wrong side, facing the wrong way). They were not upset it seemed, just happy to be there, and they liked the candy.
I had an idea, and I took out the personal gifts from the bag. They were mostly two envelopes and something that looked like it was supposed to be a PSP. I dumped the remaining candy in from the brass plate it had originally been placed on, the one I was still carrying, and I went to the other gym next door.
This gym had a separate assembly with a different purpose, it seemed. They were learning something else from the blue race, but I came in and the interruption was allowed. I gave them the bag of candy and told them that they could have as much as they wanted. I recognized faces too, and in this gym the bleachers faced the way they were supposed to. I think the others in here were once classmates.
During the showering of gifts, I saw a face I recognized. HE was there, “Drummond” was there. He was a part of the warrior race and this time I didn’t get a bad vibe from him. I knew that he was meant to marry me, and I was supposed to be some sort of tie between our races. I was a little afraid of him, but this time it was mostly due to uncertainty than any actual fear based on previous dreams about him.
We end up alone together later on, and we’re walking around through the land. The land itself doesn’t really make sense, but he’s being very nice to me. He’s very handsome here, and he seems to have become more of a man. When I see his face it’s more realistic now, and he seems happier. His hair is still dark and wavy, but he’s also more talkative and lively in our conversations.
We get to a pool and before we get in, we’re leaning over the edge of something. I am looking at a book, resting my tummy against the edge (kind of like leaning on a table) and he comes over to take a look. I can feel him pressing up against me, and then he gets a little more into his typical self, pressing his fingers into my mouth. I protest at first, then let it slide because I’ve been attracted to him in this dream, then feel a little fear again. He’s enjoying the rush of feelings and something tells me that he’s not as nice as perhaps he wants me to think
He grinds against me a little more but then lets go, jumping back into the perfectly clear pool behind us. He swims for a short time only, getting out again, before I jump in. I’m in heaven. I seem to be able to hold my breath quite long, and I soar around in the pool like I’m flying in the sky. It feels amazing. I also have a little pride knowing that he can see me swimming, but eventually I surface and we leave together.
Some is fuzzy now at this point. I know that we must have gone our separate ways for the time being as we were not married yet, and I woke up at least once. I go to a place that is meant to be the cabin at the lake, and I’m mostly alone. I’m thinking about our time together and I’m daydreaming about him like a little girl. I’m in love, despite the little scare I had. I want to see him again.
There is another scene where I swim in the lake and it is also very clear water. I’m chasing a duck and having fun, helping take part in a contest to win one of three things. I leave before the answers are announced, and I’m laying up in a beautiful little room where I can perfectly see down the docks. But before I get there, as I make my way to the room, I spend a little time in the boat house.
I see Kyle’s mom comes in with a cat, a strangely green colored cat. The cat loves to swim, and when Kyle’s mom jumps in to go do something, I can see them both in the clear water, swimming powerfully off to the right. THEN I go to the boat house, and sit and wait for them. I see his mom come back eventually, hauling herself back onto the deck, and I tell her I was thinking about going for another swim as well. She tells me that it’s so beautiful here and she really enjoyed it so much.
We both turn and see an old lady in a boat, looking like she’s going to crash into a fence. The fence appears to be the one on the farm in the back yard, but at the last moment she turns the power boat and heads on her merry way. We both kind of laugh with each other, and then I wake up.
I know at some point I was aware of my dream journal in this dream. I was reading a book that was supposed to be it, and was referencing waking moments. The book was set up completely differently and did not reference any dreams that I remember. Some were about volcanoes and there were many pictures in this book that I didn’t recognize. I think there was one of Drummond, when I first met him, either in this dream or in some other. I remember thinking that this book was automatically generated by loading my text, and then it spit it out into a template and printed it.
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