Doing it wrong all along?

Doing it wrong all along?

(account deleted) 21 Feb 2010 17:58

Maybe I've been looking in the wrong place the whole time.

Last night I started trying to get myself into lucid dreaming again (well, the day before too) and didn't really get results the previous day. But last night maybe I did get results that I hadn't expected.

I saw someone else in my dream that I often see from time to time, someone who acts more like a real guide. I had totally forgotten about him, although in the past I have wondered if maybe he was supposed to be my guide instead of Drummond. I don't even know.

He's a teacher I had in high school, only for about two years, but he always treated me differently. I had a few strange dreams with him in them, where he would see me when I was hiding from people who wanted to hurt me but wouldn't tell, or he would help settle disputes, or would generally take care of me when people were being bad to me. I have a few dreams with him in them from before I ever started my dream journal, when I was still in school. Maybe he's the one who's supposed to have been my guide all along?

If so, then who's Drummond?

Ugh, so confused.

Re: Doing it wrong all along?

Nanara 22 Feb 2010 02:28

Perhaps Drummond is a spiritual stalker? Or simply a connection from the past? I have a few entities/visitors who come around and bug me on occasion who claim past-life connections.. I probably wouldn't define them as guides… more… old acquaintances.

Why not focus on this teacher dude and look into ways of communicating with him.. see if you can get him to talk and tell you more about what might be going on. If he is a spirit guide he might have more to add about who/what Drummond is.

Re: Doing it wrong all along?

(account deleted) 22 Feb 2010 03:12

That's definitely true. I'll keep trying for contact, see what happens.

Thanks!

Re: Doing it wrong all along?

Akghala 22 Feb 2010 03:58

We do have to be wary. Since the entities we're referring to as guardians appear to have minds of their own, we ought to carefully consider motivations. Good luck with trying to contact the teacher. Perhaps a new wiki page is in order soon?

Re: Doing it wrong all along?

(account deleted) 22 Feb 2010 05:20

Well, they've both appeared over the same span of years, although Drummond was first by a couple of years.

I doubt I'll make a wiki for him… well, maybe. I'll have to go through and find all the dreams about him again, but it's a bit embarassing that he's a teacher I had.

Re: Doing it wrong all along?

(account deleted) 23 Feb 2010 02:19

Went ahead and made a page for him anyway. Not much info yet, need to do more digging. I'm looking for the little scribbler that had the first dream about him in it but can't find it. I remember most of that dream, but I'd still like the original account if I can get it. I think I had two with him in there, actually. More info would come after that.

Re: Doing it wrong all along?

Merp 22 Feb 2010 05:47

could they be related in some way? like Drummond just appears like that in your dreams? that's how it is with Nicodemus and me. He isn't always the same form in my dreams, but I know it is him.

Re: Doing it wrong all along?

(account deleted) 22 Feb 2010 16:51

When Drummond appears in different forms, I usually know. I usually feel it and get a sense that he is the same person. I don't get this sense with the teacher. But, it could be they are related, I'm not sure. I mostly doubt it, though.