
Maybe I've been looking in the wrong place the whole time.
Last night I started trying to get myself into lucid dreaming again (well, the day before too) and didn't really get results the previous day. But last night maybe I did get results that I hadn't expected.
I saw someone else in my dream that I often see from time to time, someone who acts more like a real guide. I had totally forgotten about him, although in the past I have wondered if maybe he was supposed to be my guide instead of Drummond. I don't even know.
He's a teacher I had in high school, only for about two years, but he always treated me differently. I had a few strange dreams with him in them, where he would see me when I was hiding from people who wanted to hurt me but wouldn't tell, or he would help settle disputes, or would generally take care of me when people were being bad to me. I have a few dreams with him in them from before I ever started my dream journal, when I was still in school. Maybe he's the one who's supposed to have been my guide all along?
If so, then who's Drummond?
Ugh, so confused.